How can one be a soldier, athlete, and farmer all at once? We are called to live as each of those. We are called to submit to our commander the Lord as a soldier and to not get caught up in the snares life throws our way. How often do I follow the wrong paths and the wrong leaders when I should be following my Lord? We are called to follow the rules to win the prize as an athlete must. How can we properly compete and how can we win if we are not following God's rules in His Word? Even moreso how can we follow the rules if we do not know them? We must become dedicated hearers and doers of the Word so that we can run the course, finish the race, and win the prize. Finally the character of a farmer is desired. No farmer has ever succeeded by sitting around. We must work hard in life and in the fields of His harvest. Our hard work in life sets an example and is our provision. Our hard work for His Kingdom grows in importance as the day approaches when He will return. The harvest is ready!
We must endure all and forsake all for the sake of the Gospel. Paul reminds us that though we are chained the Gospel is never subdued. This is evident in the story of the Philippian jailer and his family. Paul loves to give us "trustworthy sayings." The one he leaves us here in 2nd Timothy is one of great encouragement.
Here is a trustworthy saying:
If we died with him,
we will also live with him;
if we endure,
we will also reign with him.
If we disown him,
he will also disown us;
if we are faithless,
he remains faithful,
for he cannot disown himself.
(vs 11-13)
What a promise we have as heirs of Christ. If we die and endure with Him, we will live and reign with Him. Perhaps the last verse stands out the most. If we are faithless, He remains faithful. I would be lost without this as my faith often seems like a boat on the seas tossed to and fro. He remains faithful throughout because it is who He is. God's character is faithfulness and he cannot disown that or go against it. How blessed we are!
I was reminded of an old(er) song today that blesses me and gives me hope for tomorrow just as Paul's trustworthy sayings.
God sent His son, they called Him Jesus
He came to love, heal, and forgive.
He lived and died to buy my pardon,
An empty grave is there to prove my Savior lives.
Because He lives, I can face tomorrow.
Because He lives, All fear is gone.
Because I know He holds the future,
And life is worth the living just because He lives.
How sweet to hold a newborn baby,
And feel the pride and joy he gives.
But greater still the calm assurance,
This child can face uncertain days because He lives.
Because He lives, I can face tomorrow.
Because He lives, All fear is gone.
Because I know He holds the future,
And life is worth the living just because He lives.
And then one day I'll cross the river,
I'll fight life's final war with pain.
And then as death gives way to victory,
I'll see the lights of glory and I'll know He lives.
Because He lives, I can face tomorrow.
Because He lives, All fear is gone!
Because I know He holds the future
And life is worth the living just because He lives!
Words: Bill & Gloria Gaither
Not to us, O LORD, not to us but to your name be the glory, because of your love and faithfulness. Psalm 115:1
Monday, November 1, 2010
Tuesday, October 26, 2010
Onesiphorus who?
Onesiphorus? Who is that? That is what I asked myself as I began my study through 2 Timothy. He is mentioned in only 3 verses in chapter 1 and in one verse in chapter 4 (solely in sending of greetings). I love how the Bible is full of people who are only mentioned briefly, but exude such great character.
May the Lord show mercy to the household of Onesiphorus, because he often refreshed me and was not ashamed of my chains. On the contrary, when he was in Rome, he searched hard for me until he found me. May the Lord grant that he will find mercy from the Lord on that day! You know very well in how many ways he helped me in Ephesus. 2 Timothy 1:16-18
We see in these verses that O as I will call him showed Paul hospitality ("he often refreshed me"). O was also full of courage. He sought out Paul and was not ashamed of the chains Paul wore. In fact, O even sought out Paul in Rome. Rome was not exactly the place to be searching for a Christian, much less one of Paul's stature. In a time when Christians were lit on fire and used as lamp posts, it was probably not in O's best physical interests to find Paul or ask about him. O did not let that deter him and Paul asked he be blessed with the Lord's mercies.
What if we lived a life of courage in Christ like Onesiphorus? If we were not ashamed of the Gospel, of our friends or relatives who belonged to Him, or even our Christian calling and ministry we could change the world. What if our lives where consumed by hospitality? Would the world not see we are different in a "get mine" society?
May I live daily as Onesiphorus. May the world know I am different because of the hospitality and courage I show in the name of Christ. May I not be afraid, but rather be overflowing with power, love, and a sound mind (2 Timothy 1:7).
Paul's intro in his letter to Timothy also encourages and convicts me. I, like Paul, can think of those I am longing to meet again so I can be full of joy. I can think of those whose sincere faiths have encouraged me greatly. I am challenged to daily and constantly remember them in my prayers. I also long to be a "Timothy" and to be a man that leaves that legacy of faithfulness with people. Timothy is encouraged to fan into flames the gift of God and I must do the same in my life.
Paul exhorts Timothy to not be ashamed of the Gospel or of Paul and his status as a prisoner. Paul takes it one step further and asks Timothy to join in his suffering for the Gospel. Are we willing to take up our crosses daily and suffer? Ashamedly I fear I oft am not. Why is this the case? Am I unaware of His grace and what He has done through the death of Jesus Christ who has destroyed death and has brought life and immortality to light through the gospel (vs 10)? Am I not appointed as well to spread the Gospel as commanded in the great commission? I must not be ashamed or afraid to suffer for the glory of God the Father and His Kingdom. No I must find the same joy and assurance that Paul had in knowing in Whom he believed (vs 12). His grace is enough and He will guard what we entrust to Him.
I, like Timothy, must guard this ideal and not be moved.
For God did not give us a spirit of timidity, but a spirit of power, of love and of self-discipline.
LIVE AS SUCH!
My translation of Paul's greeting to Timothy and my prayer for all:
Jason, an apostle of Christ Jesus by the will of God, according to the promise of life that is in Christ Jesus,
To my dear friends, my brothers and sisters:
Grace, mercy and peace from God the Father and Christ Jesus our Lord.
I thank God, whom I serve, as my forefathers did, with a clear conscience, as night and day I constantly remember you in my prayers. Recalling your tears, I long to see you, so that I may be filled with joy. I have been reminded of your sincere faith, which often first lived in your families and friends and, I am persuaded, now lives in you also. For this reason I remind you to fan into flame the gift of God, which is in you through the laying on of my hands. For God did not give us a spirit of timidity, but a spirit of power, of love and of self-discipline.
May the Lord show mercy to the household of Onesiphorus, because he often refreshed me and was not ashamed of my chains. On the contrary, when he was in Rome, he searched hard for me until he found me. May the Lord grant that he will find mercy from the Lord on that day! You know very well in how many ways he helped me in Ephesus. 2 Timothy 1:16-18
We see in these verses that O as I will call him showed Paul hospitality ("he often refreshed me"). O was also full of courage. He sought out Paul and was not ashamed of the chains Paul wore. In fact, O even sought out Paul in Rome. Rome was not exactly the place to be searching for a Christian, much less one of Paul's stature. In a time when Christians were lit on fire and used as lamp posts, it was probably not in O's best physical interests to find Paul or ask about him. O did not let that deter him and Paul asked he be blessed with the Lord's mercies.
What if we lived a life of courage in Christ like Onesiphorus? If we were not ashamed of the Gospel, of our friends or relatives who belonged to Him, or even our Christian calling and ministry we could change the world. What if our lives where consumed by hospitality? Would the world not see we are different in a "get mine" society?
May I live daily as Onesiphorus. May the world know I am different because of the hospitality and courage I show in the name of Christ. May I not be afraid, but rather be overflowing with power, love, and a sound mind (2 Timothy 1:7).
Paul's intro in his letter to Timothy also encourages and convicts me. I, like Paul, can think of those I am longing to meet again so I can be full of joy. I can think of those whose sincere faiths have encouraged me greatly. I am challenged to daily and constantly remember them in my prayers. I also long to be a "Timothy" and to be a man that leaves that legacy of faithfulness with people. Timothy is encouraged to fan into flames the gift of God and I must do the same in my life.
Paul exhorts Timothy to not be ashamed of the Gospel or of Paul and his status as a prisoner. Paul takes it one step further and asks Timothy to join in his suffering for the Gospel. Are we willing to take up our crosses daily and suffer? Ashamedly I fear I oft am not. Why is this the case? Am I unaware of His grace and what He has done through the death of Jesus Christ who has destroyed death and has brought life and immortality to light through the gospel (vs 10)? Am I not appointed as well to spread the Gospel as commanded in the great commission? I must not be ashamed or afraid to suffer for the glory of God the Father and His Kingdom. No I must find the same joy and assurance that Paul had in knowing in Whom he believed (vs 12). His grace is enough and He will guard what we entrust to Him.
I, like Timothy, must guard this ideal and not be moved.
For God did not give us a spirit of timidity, but a spirit of power, of love and of self-discipline.
LIVE AS SUCH!
My translation of Paul's greeting to Timothy and my prayer for all:
Jason, an apostle of Christ Jesus by the will of God, according to the promise of life that is in Christ Jesus,
To my dear friends, my brothers and sisters:
Grace, mercy and peace from God the Father and Christ Jesus our Lord.
I thank God, whom I serve, as my forefathers did, with a clear conscience, as night and day I constantly remember you in my prayers. Recalling your tears, I long to see you, so that I may be filled with joy. I have been reminded of your sincere faith, which often first lived in your families and friends and, I am persuaded, now lives in you also. For this reason I remind you to fan into flame the gift of God, which is in you through the laying on of my hands. For God did not give us a spirit of timidity, but a spirit of power, of love and of self-discipline.
Monday, October 25, 2010
Blessed!
As you know, we consider blessed those who have persevered. You have heard of Job's perseverance and have seen what the Lord finally brought about. The Lord is full of compassion and mercy. James 5:11
In this season of trials and struggles, I am reminded of the call to persevere. While I have been challenged by Job's testimony, the Lord has used the testimony of my brother Nate even more these past few weeks. Nate is confined to a wheelchair. He can not use his legs and only has partial use of one of his arms. The tasks we find easy are not so simple for Nate. These setbacks can not, and I doubt ever will, stop that guy. Nate drives his wheelchair to almost every church event no matter the weather. Nate works with the youth group. Nate finished college and is now going back to school to be a pastor. Nate is truly blessed and has blessed my life. Every time I want to feel sorry for myself because of my job, my torn achilles, or occasional boredom I am reminded of Nate and his outlook and character. Nate has been the Job in my life and has forever changed my outlook on life and the struggles it brings. Nate is blessed and has been a blessing to myself and so many. I am excited for His eternal blessings and the day when Nate's body will be made new. I know beyond the shadow of a doubt that is the day Nate lives for.
The truths of God's character overcome all my wallowing in self pity. It is true that His mercies are new every morning. He is faithful and will not tempt us beyond what we can bear. He continues to prove His faithfulness even when we are unfaithful. His blessings and riches are greater than we can fathom. His strength is perfect when mine has failed. We have the BLESSED assurance of salvation through Christ Jesus. How then can I complain? How then can I give up? How then can I turn to any other source of life, joy, and hope? Are my struggles not temporary while He, His blessings, and His Kingdom are forever? This too shall pass and one day I will be made perfect; the work He began will be completed and I will spend eternity before His throne.
As the weeks have progressed I have seen the Lord bring change. Some of those changes I did not like at the time and some I stil struggle with. I have seen His hand through it all. I strive to daily choose to count my blessings and to take my every need and care to the Lord. I find my confidence in His perfect plan growing daily. Funny how my joy and hope have increased as I persevere and remember my blessings. Is this not evident to others? Do everything without complaining or arguing, so that you may become blameless and pure, children of God without fault in a crooked and depraved generation, in which you shine like stars in the universe. (Philippians 2:14-15) What a simple, yet hard way to shine and live Matthew 5:16.
As I daily press on and count my blessings I am reminded of the old hymn:
When upon life’s billows you are tempest-tossed,
When you are discouraged, thinking all is lost,
Count your many blessings, name them one by one,
And it will surprise you what the Lord hath done.
Refrain:
Count your blessings, name them one by one,
Count your blessings, see what God hath done!
Count your blessings, name them one by one,
*Count your many blessings, see what God hath done.
[*And it will surprise you what the Lord hath done.]
Are you ever burdened with a load of care?
Does the cross seem heavy you are called to bear?
Count your many blessings, every doubt will fly,
And you will keep singing as the days go by.
When you look at others with their lands and gold,
Think that Christ has promised you His wealth untold;
Count your many blessings—wealth can never buy
Your reward in heaven, nor your home on high.
So, amid the conflict whether great or small,
Do not be discouraged, God is over all;
Count your many blessings, angels will attend,
Help and comfort give you to your journey’s end.
May we never lose sight of the riches of His promises in our lives. He is faithful and we are truly blessed to the glory of God the Father. Thank you Lord for lavishing countless blessings on my life. May I never be lacking in thankfulness, hope, perseverance, or love for You who gave it all.
WHAT A BLESSED ASSURANCE AND A BLESSED FUTURE!
In this season of trials and struggles, I am reminded of the call to persevere. While I have been challenged by Job's testimony, the Lord has used the testimony of my brother Nate even more these past few weeks. Nate is confined to a wheelchair. He can not use his legs and only has partial use of one of his arms. The tasks we find easy are not so simple for Nate. These setbacks can not, and I doubt ever will, stop that guy. Nate drives his wheelchair to almost every church event no matter the weather. Nate works with the youth group. Nate finished college and is now going back to school to be a pastor. Nate is truly blessed and has blessed my life. Every time I want to feel sorry for myself because of my job, my torn achilles, or occasional boredom I am reminded of Nate and his outlook and character. Nate has been the Job in my life and has forever changed my outlook on life and the struggles it brings. Nate is blessed and has been a blessing to myself and so many. I am excited for His eternal blessings and the day when Nate's body will be made new. I know beyond the shadow of a doubt that is the day Nate lives for.
The truths of God's character overcome all my wallowing in self pity. It is true that His mercies are new every morning. He is faithful and will not tempt us beyond what we can bear. He continues to prove His faithfulness even when we are unfaithful. His blessings and riches are greater than we can fathom. His strength is perfect when mine has failed. We have the BLESSED assurance of salvation through Christ Jesus. How then can I complain? How then can I give up? How then can I turn to any other source of life, joy, and hope? Are my struggles not temporary while He, His blessings, and His Kingdom are forever? This too shall pass and one day I will be made perfect; the work He began will be completed and I will spend eternity before His throne.
As the weeks have progressed I have seen the Lord bring change. Some of those changes I did not like at the time and some I stil struggle with. I have seen His hand through it all. I strive to daily choose to count my blessings and to take my every need and care to the Lord. I find my confidence in His perfect plan growing daily. Funny how my joy and hope have increased as I persevere and remember my blessings. Is this not evident to others? Do everything without complaining or arguing, so that you may become blameless and pure, children of God without fault in a crooked and depraved generation, in which you shine like stars in the universe. (Philippians 2:14-15) What a simple, yet hard way to shine and live Matthew 5:16.
As I daily press on and count my blessings I am reminded of the old hymn:
When upon life’s billows you are tempest-tossed,
When you are discouraged, thinking all is lost,
Count your many blessings, name them one by one,
And it will surprise you what the Lord hath done.
Refrain:
Count your blessings, name them one by one,
Count your blessings, see what God hath done!
Count your blessings, name them one by one,
*Count your many blessings, see what God hath done.
[*And it will surprise you what the Lord hath done.]
Are you ever burdened with a load of care?
Does the cross seem heavy you are called to bear?
Count your many blessings, every doubt will fly,
And you will keep singing as the days go by.
When you look at others with their lands and gold,
Think that Christ has promised you His wealth untold;
Count your many blessings—wealth can never buy
Your reward in heaven, nor your home on high.
So, amid the conflict whether great or small,
Do not be discouraged, God is over all;
Count your many blessings, angels will attend,
Help and comfort give you to your journey’s end.
May we never lose sight of the riches of His promises in our lives. He is faithful and we are truly blessed to the glory of God the Father. Thank you Lord for lavishing countless blessings on my life. May I never be lacking in thankfulness, hope, perseverance, or love for You who gave it all.
WHAT A BLESSED ASSURANCE AND A BLESSED FUTURE!
Wednesday, September 1, 2010
To Be an Elder...
Yes I am 30 so getting close to being elderly, but that is not what this post is about. This past week in the tranquility of Lake Superior while hiking through the splendor of Isle Royale, I was challenged to live my life as if I were an elder. Paul gives a list of characteristics, qualities, and morals for someone desiring to be an elder in his first letter to Timothy. While I am not seeking to be an elder in my church at this time, and may never be one, I am convicted to try to live my life to meet those same requirements as given to Timothy.
"Here is a trustworthy saying: If anyone sets his heart on being an overseer, he desires a noble task. Now the overseer must be above reproach, the husband of but one wife, temperate, self-controlled, respectable, hospitable, able to teach, not given to drunkenness, not violent but gentle, not quarrelsome, not a lover of money. He must manage his own family well and see that his children obey him with proper respect. (If anyone does not know how to manage his own family, how can he take care of God's church?) He must not be a recent convert, or he may become conceited and fall under the same judgment as the devil. He must also have a good reputation with outsiders, so that he will not fall into disgrace and into the devil's trap.
Deacons, likewise, are to be men worthy of respect, sincere, not indulging in much wine, and not pursuing dishonest gain. They must keep hold of the deep truths of the faith with a clear conscience. They must first be tested; and then if there is nothing against them, let them serve as deacons.
In the same way, their wives are to be women worthy of respect, not malicious talkers but temperate and trustworthy in everything.
A deacon must be the husband of but one wife and must manage his children and his household well. Those who have served well gain an excellent standing and great assurance in their faith in Christ Jesus.
Although I hope to come to you soon, I am writing you these instructions so that, if I am delayed, you will know how people ought to conduct themselves in God's household, which is the church of the living God, the pillar and foundation of the truth. Beyond all question, the mystery of godliness is great:
He appeared in a body, was vindicated by the Spirit, was seen by angels, was preached among the nations, was believed on in the world, was taken up in glory."
Above reproach - We are called to avoid even the appearance of evil and to flee the evil desires of youth. So many times I put myself in situations where I could get in trouble even though I don't. As my dad once said to me, I should be like an old gun that has to have the triggers set before it fires. Why set the trigger if you do not intend to fire. In other words, why put yourself in bad situations where things could go wrong or be perceived as wrong?
Husband of but one wife - Purity, purity, purity. Such a struggle in our generation and society. Everywhere we turn we are confronted with lust (even on an island like Isle Royale). Though I only intend to marry one woman and divorce is not an option for me, we are reminded that even if you look at a woman with lust you have committed adultery with her (same for women looking at men). We are exhorted to treat "younger women as sisters with ABSOLUTE purity." To me absolute leaves no room for gray or questions. This is an area in my life where I must not rest or give the enemy a foothold.
Respectable (Good reputation with outsiders) - What do others think of me? Do they see Christ in me? Am I living Matthew 5:16?
Not a lover of money - Matthew 6:33 calls us to seek first His kingdom. We are reminded that where our treasure is there our heart will be also. As Randy Alcorn states in the Treasure Principle we are not given more wealth to increase our standard of living, but rather our standard of giving. If we are faithful with little then He will give us much as He knows we will be faithful with that as well. I find myself asking myself where am I fulfilled? It is truly when I am seaking His kingdom first in using my gifts, giving cheerfully and generously, and serving His people. I find even my faith is strengthened when I give and serve. Paul hit the nail on the head when he wrote, "Those who have served well gain an excellent standing and great assurance in their faith in Christ Jesus."
The list goes on to include temperate and self controlled, hospitable, able to teach, not given to drunkeness, gentle, not quarrelsome, manages his own family well, sincere, and tested. Again as I see divisions in the church and between friends, I am reminded of the need for many of these characteristics. So many issues could be avoided if we lived with the above ideals. If grace was on our every breath then we would be so much closer to attaining the character of an elder. I know I am tested daily. I wish I could say that I passed each test in all of these areas. That must be what I strive for. It must be a part of my training in Godliness. I am a masterpiece as God does not create junk. I must allow Him to chisel away the rough edges. The God who created me will finish the work He began. Even when I tire of trying and failing, I am reminded that His strength is perfect when mine is gone.
The final thing that hit me was how Paul includes the wife of the elder/deacon. Note how the wife of the elder is portrayed. "In the same way, their wives are to be women worthy of respect, not malicious talkers but temperate and trustworthy in everything." The wife of an elder should be a woman of Proverbs 31; a woman of Godly character! Waiting is hard at times, but to find the woman of that stature and character is worth it. To wait for the woman or man who loves the Lord more than you and whose heart is so buried in the Lord that you must seek Him to find it is a great task, yet one of great gain and long lasting satisfaction. That is my prayer and heart's cry for my relationships and my future spouse if God so leads. I pray the same is true for her.
Until that time may I be found waiting, serving, growing as an "elder", and anticipating joyfully with my hand always to the plow!
To "God, the blessed and only Ruler, the King of kings and Lord of lords, 16who alone is immortal and who lives in unapproachable light, whom no one has seen or can see. To him be honor and might forever. Amen. " (1 Timothy 6:15-16)
"Here is a trustworthy saying: If anyone sets his heart on being an overseer, he desires a noble task. Now the overseer must be above reproach, the husband of but one wife, temperate, self-controlled, respectable, hospitable, able to teach, not given to drunkenness, not violent but gentle, not quarrelsome, not a lover of money. He must manage his own family well and see that his children obey him with proper respect. (If anyone does not know how to manage his own family, how can he take care of God's church?) He must not be a recent convert, or he may become conceited and fall under the same judgment as the devil. He must also have a good reputation with outsiders, so that he will not fall into disgrace and into the devil's trap.
Deacons, likewise, are to be men worthy of respect, sincere, not indulging in much wine, and not pursuing dishonest gain. They must keep hold of the deep truths of the faith with a clear conscience. They must first be tested; and then if there is nothing against them, let them serve as deacons.
In the same way, their wives are to be women worthy of respect, not malicious talkers but temperate and trustworthy in everything.
A deacon must be the husband of but one wife and must manage his children and his household well. Those who have served well gain an excellent standing and great assurance in their faith in Christ Jesus.
Although I hope to come to you soon, I am writing you these instructions so that, if I am delayed, you will know how people ought to conduct themselves in God's household, which is the church of the living God, the pillar and foundation of the truth. Beyond all question, the mystery of godliness is great:
He appeared in a body, was vindicated by the Spirit, was seen by angels, was preached among the nations, was believed on in the world, was taken up in glory."
Above reproach - We are called to avoid even the appearance of evil and to flee the evil desires of youth. So many times I put myself in situations where I could get in trouble even though I don't. As my dad once said to me, I should be like an old gun that has to have the triggers set before it fires. Why set the trigger if you do not intend to fire. In other words, why put yourself in bad situations where things could go wrong or be perceived as wrong?
Husband of but one wife - Purity, purity, purity. Such a struggle in our generation and society. Everywhere we turn we are confronted with lust (even on an island like Isle Royale). Though I only intend to marry one woman and divorce is not an option for me, we are reminded that even if you look at a woman with lust you have committed adultery with her (same for women looking at men). We are exhorted to treat "younger women as sisters with ABSOLUTE purity." To me absolute leaves no room for gray or questions. This is an area in my life where I must not rest or give the enemy a foothold.
Respectable (Good reputation with outsiders) - What do others think of me? Do they see Christ in me? Am I living Matthew 5:16?
Not a lover of money - Matthew 6:33 calls us to seek first His kingdom. We are reminded that where our treasure is there our heart will be also. As Randy Alcorn states in the Treasure Principle we are not given more wealth to increase our standard of living, but rather our standard of giving. If we are faithful with little then He will give us much as He knows we will be faithful with that as well. I find myself asking myself where am I fulfilled? It is truly when I am seaking His kingdom first in using my gifts, giving cheerfully and generously, and serving His people. I find even my faith is strengthened when I give and serve. Paul hit the nail on the head when he wrote, "Those who have served well gain an excellent standing and great assurance in their faith in Christ Jesus."
The list goes on to include temperate and self controlled, hospitable, able to teach, not given to drunkeness, gentle, not quarrelsome, manages his own family well, sincere, and tested. Again as I see divisions in the church and between friends, I am reminded of the need for many of these characteristics. So many issues could be avoided if we lived with the above ideals. If grace was on our every breath then we would be so much closer to attaining the character of an elder. I know I am tested daily. I wish I could say that I passed each test in all of these areas. That must be what I strive for. It must be a part of my training in Godliness. I am a masterpiece as God does not create junk. I must allow Him to chisel away the rough edges. The God who created me will finish the work He began. Even when I tire of trying and failing, I am reminded that His strength is perfect when mine is gone.
The final thing that hit me was how Paul includes the wife of the elder/deacon. Note how the wife of the elder is portrayed. "In the same way, their wives are to be women worthy of respect, not malicious talkers but temperate and trustworthy in everything." The wife of an elder should be a woman of Proverbs 31; a woman of Godly character! Waiting is hard at times, but to find the woman of that stature and character is worth it. To wait for the woman or man who loves the Lord more than you and whose heart is so buried in the Lord that you must seek Him to find it is a great task, yet one of great gain and long lasting satisfaction. That is my prayer and heart's cry for my relationships and my future spouse if God so leads. I pray the same is true for her.
Until that time may I be found waiting, serving, growing as an "elder", and anticipating joyfully with my hand always to the plow!
To "God, the blessed and only Ruler, the King of kings and Lord of lords, 16who alone is immortal and who lives in unapproachable light, whom no one has seen or can see. To him be honor and might forever. Amen. " (1 Timothy 6:15-16)
Thursday, August 19, 2010
Chasing the Wild Goose
"It is amazing where God will take you when you are willing to follow. Life is full of surprises when we choose mystery over security." Erwin McManus
Life constantly seems to be pitching me to and fro. I feel at 30 that more than ever I need to rely on the God of peace to stretch His hand over my life and speak "Peace, be still" into it. I am upset with my lack of memory. Have I forgotten how He has granted peace in the past? He is the same yesterday, today, and forever. That same peace that surpasses my understanding is still available today. I am called to "be anxious in NOTHING!" Nothing is quite inclusive if you ask me. Careers, finances, friendships, ministry, and yes even those relationships with someone of the opposite sex are all under the scope of nothing. More importantly they are all under the umbrella of His peace.
Why did Jesus choose to ride a donkey for His triumphant entry to Jerusalem? If I had to make the choice I would ride the most beautiful, powerful, magnificent steed I could find. However, when a king entered the city on stallion at that time it was for a time of war. The significance of Jesus entering on a donkey was that it symbolized a time of peace. Here was the Son of God riding in on a donkey to be crucified and bring peace to the world and to our lives. Has a donkey ever been more beautiful, magnificent, and powerful?
I know following the Holy Spirit can often look like a wild goose chase. To the world it can seem totally irresponsible, but to the God of peace it is responsible irresponsibility. To give up the security we have and to step out into the mystery of His love, peace, and calling is our responsibility. It is then we will find ourselves amazed, most fulfilled, and at peace. He has, by His grace, given each of us our own unique gifts to be used for the edification of His body, the church. Will we choose security and comfort or mystery and sacrificial service? I fear that for too long I have not chosen the latter, but rather looked to my own comfort and thus become stagnant and luke warm of sorts.
Romans 12 commands the use of our gifts and I know I must step out and put my faith into action. The harvest is ready. We can not afford to wait any longer. Opportunities stare us in the face and we allow our busy lives and selfish ambitions to distract us. Technology has allowed us to reach many, but has also distracted us from so many opportunities to serve and grow. As it is said "Never put off till tomorrow what you can do today." Starting today I must grab those opportunities by the horns and make the most of them for in the twinkling of an eye my time here may be through. "Not a hoof left behind" is what my grandma and grandpa live for and desire with our family and it must be what we live for and desire for the world around us.
Reach out of your comfort and security, grab that plow of mystery and service, and don't let go. Let's get to work and change the world for Christ.
Matthew 5:16
Life constantly seems to be pitching me to and fro. I feel at 30 that more than ever I need to rely on the God of peace to stretch His hand over my life and speak "Peace, be still" into it. I am upset with my lack of memory. Have I forgotten how He has granted peace in the past? He is the same yesterday, today, and forever. That same peace that surpasses my understanding is still available today. I am called to "be anxious in NOTHING!" Nothing is quite inclusive if you ask me. Careers, finances, friendships, ministry, and yes even those relationships with someone of the opposite sex are all under the scope of nothing. More importantly they are all under the umbrella of His peace.
Why did Jesus choose to ride a donkey for His triumphant entry to Jerusalem? If I had to make the choice I would ride the most beautiful, powerful, magnificent steed I could find. However, when a king entered the city on stallion at that time it was for a time of war. The significance of Jesus entering on a donkey was that it symbolized a time of peace. Here was the Son of God riding in on a donkey to be crucified and bring peace to the world and to our lives. Has a donkey ever been more beautiful, magnificent, and powerful?
I know following the Holy Spirit can often look like a wild goose chase. To the world it can seem totally irresponsible, but to the God of peace it is responsible irresponsibility. To give up the security we have and to step out into the mystery of His love, peace, and calling is our responsibility. It is then we will find ourselves amazed, most fulfilled, and at peace. He has, by His grace, given each of us our own unique gifts to be used for the edification of His body, the church. Will we choose security and comfort or mystery and sacrificial service? I fear that for too long I have not chosen the latter, but rather looked to my own comfort and thus become stagnant and luke warm of sorts.
Romans 12 commands the use of our gifts and I know I must step out and put my faith into action. The harvest is ready. We can not afford to wait any longer. Opportunities stare us in the face and we allow our busy lives and selfish ambitions to distract us. Technology has allowed us to reach many, but has also distracted us from so many opportunities to serve and grow. As it is said "Never put off till tomorrow what you can do today." Starting today I must grab those opportunities by the horns and make the most of them for in the twinkling of an eye my time here may be through. "Not a hoof left behind" is what my grandma and grandpa live for and desire with our family and it must be what we live for and desire for the world around us.
Reach out of your comfort and security, grab that plow of mystery and service, and don't let go. Let's get to work and change the world for Christ.
Matthew 5:16
Friday, August 13, 2010
Blessings of a father
Today I am reminded of how blessed I am. These blessings, while evident in every area of my life, are most clear to me in my family. Time spent with my father, mother, and sister are some of the best memories I have. Their unconditional love for me often astounds me. How my mom and dad put up with some of my stupid, selfish acts is beyond me. How my sister still loves me despite all arguments and fights (which I won) as kids is amazing. Even as I write this I know it is not beyond me or really that amazing, but rather God entwined in and directing our family. The saying about the family that prays together staying together is so true. The love of the Lord is evident in each of us and thus to each of us through one another. We leave each family time together with a prayer circle, committing one another to the Lord and looking forward to what He has for each of us.
I have a mother who is one of the most passionate, God fearing, and loving women I know of. Her love for her God and His word, her husband, her family, and everyone she comes in touch with is truly a testament to His love, grace, and place in her life. Everyone remembers "Mama Ruth" and the part she played in their life whether through a simple hug, a meal, or time spent in fellowship and learning.
I have a sister who put up with me for years and even lived with me. That in itself took more grace than I imagine I have. Her wisdom and heart extend far beyond her years. In her humility, I doubt she even realizes her wisdom, her heart, her talents, or the extent of her impact. She is soft spoken, but when she speaks or steps out in faith it is always an encouragement to those around her.
Though those blessings would be enough for any man, I am blessed far beyond that to have an earthly father who is the best representation of what a Godly man and father should look like. His dedication and passion for the Word are convicting and encouraging. He meets every trial and struggle head on with wisdom, grace, understanding, patience, and perseverance. Through those times His love for the Lord, my mother, his children, and his ministry never ceases. When he speaks people listen because his character in the Lord has been proven over and over. He is never too busy to help someone in need and often sacrifices his personal needs and desires to meet those needs.
Perhaps the thing that means the most to me was that my dad was always there through thick and thin. No matter the cost and at any time, he would drop whatever he had to for my sake. Our family was his first ministry. He traveled to most of my away basketball games, was always home to meet the bus, rarely missed a school event, celebrated every major event and accomplishment in my life, sacrficed many hours making sure my needs were met, taught me so many tools and trades of life, and always found time to impart Godly wisdom and ideals into my life. If I needed him today, he would be here in a moments' notice. In all these times he treated me as a man and expected that I act as one. He would listen to and respect my thoughts and feelings on life, relationships, and the Word. When needed he would correct me and impart the wisdom that the Spirit blessed him with and go right on loving me. I am blessed to have a father that is my best friend and who is and will be my best man for life.
In my desire to have a family someday I hope to be able to mimic my father. To not spare the rod, to not exasperate, to impart wisdom, to spend time with my family, to sacrifice for them at a moments notice, and above all to love sacrificially and unconditionally. I want my father to be proud of me as a father and as a grandfather of my children. I can not wait to tell them about their grandfather, allow him to impart the same wisdom and knowledge to them, and to watch him love them.
If you know and have a relationship with your Heavenly Father you can see the parallels. However great I feel my father and his love are, I know beyond that shadow of a doubt that my God and his love and grace are greater. He is always there no matter the place or time of day. He is a simple prayer, cry, or groan away. His mercies are new every morning and His forgiveness no one can match or fathom. While my earthly father will age, my Heavenly Father is the same yesterday, today, and forever. My Heavenly Father also imparts wisdom to me through His words, my earthly father, and so many others. His riches and blessings are beyond measure. He knows what is best for me and my growth in Him. He hurts when I hurt and rejoices when I rejoice. He yearns to spend every moment with me. No matter how many times I fall, He still loves me. He carries me when I can not make it on my own. He always welcomes me back with open arms. His love is unconditional, sacrificial, pure, and perfect. Above all He sacrificed His one and only Son for our redemption that we might spend eternity with Him.
I know that my father strives to be found in the image of his Heavenly Father and I long to do the same. How great to be an heir in Christ and have the blessing of an eternity with the One who created us, loves us, and gave Himself for us. Lord hasten your kingdom! May the crys of my heart and my mouth be ones of adoration and love to my Abba Father.
I love you dad and thank the Lord for you upon every remembrance.
To God be the glory!
I have a mother who is one of the most passionate, God fearing, and loving women I know of. Her love for her God and His word, her husband, her family, and everyone she comes in touch with is truly a testament to His love, grace, and place in her life. Everyone remembers "Mama Ruth" and the part she played in their life whether through a simple hug, a meal, or time spent in fellowship and learning.
I have a sister who put up with me for years and even lived with me. That in itself took more grace than I imagine I have. Her wisdom and heart extend far beyond her years. In her humility, I doubt she even realizes her wisdom, her heart, her talents, or the extent of her impact. She is soft spoken, but when she speaks or steps out in faith it is always an encouragement to those around her.
Though those blessings would be enough for any man, I am blessed far beyond that to have an earthly father who is the best representation of what a Godly man and father should look like. His dedication and passion for the Word are convicting and encouraging. He meets every trial and struggle head on with wisdom, grace, understanding, patience, and perseverance. Through those times His love for the Lord, my mother, his children, and his ministry never ceases. When he speaks people listen because his character in the Lord has been proven over and over. He is never too busy to help someone in need and often sacrifices his personal needs and desires to meet those needs.
Perhaps the thing that means the most to me was that my dad was always there through thick and thin. No matter the cost and at any time, he would drop whatever he had to for my sake. Our family was his first ministry. He traveled to most of my away basketball games, was always home to meet the bus, rarely missed a school event, celebrated every major event and accomplishment in my life, sacrficed many hours making sure my needs were met, taught me so many tools and trades of life, and always found time to impart Godly wisdom and ideals into my life. If I needed him today, he would be here in a moments' notice. In all these times he treated me as a man and expected that I act as one. He would listen to and respect my thoughts and feelings on life, relationships, and the Word. When needed he would correct me and impart the wisdom that the Spirit blessed him with and go right on loving me. I am blessed to have a father that is my best friend and who is and will be my best man for life.
In my desire to have a family someday I hope to be able to mimic my father. To not spare the rod, to not exasperate, to impart wisdom, to spend time with my family, to sacrifice for them at a moments notice, and above all to love sacrificially and unconditionally. I want my father to be proud of me as a father and as a grandfather of my children. I can not wait to tell them about their grandfather, allow him to impart the same wisdom and knowledge to them, and to watch him love them.
If you know and have a relationship with your Heavenly Father you can see the parallels. However great I feel my father and his love are, I know beyond that shadow of a doubt that my God and his love and grace are greater. He is always there no matter the place or time of day. He is a simple prayer, cry, or groan away. His mercies are new every morning and His forgiveness no one can match or fathom. While my earthly father will age, my Heavenly Father is the same yesterday, today, and forever. My Heavenly Father also imparts wisdom to me through His words, my earthly father, and so many others. His riches and blessings are beyond measure. He knows what is best for me and my growth in Him. He hurts when I hurt and rejoices when I rejoice. He yearns to spend every moment with me. No matter how many times I fall, He still loves me. He carries me when I can not make it on my own. He always welcomes me back with open arms. His love is unconditional, sacrificial, pure, and perfect. Above all He sacrificed His one and only Son for our redemption that we might spend eternity with Him.
I know that my father strives to be found in the image of his Heavenly Father and I long to do the same. How great to be an heir in Christ and have the blessing of an eternity with the One who created us, loves us, and gave Himself for us. Lord hasten your kingdom! May the crys of my heart and my mouth be ones of adoration and love to my Abba Father.
I love you dad and thank the Lord for you upon every remembrance.
To God be the glory!
Thursday, August 12, 2010
Where is the modern day Paul?
As I sat studying Ephesians 3 with my good friend Bill, I could not help but return to the question of where is the modern day Paul and what would we he look like in our generation? A man humble enough to say that he is "less than the least of all God's people." (Eph 3:7) Here is the greatest missionary our world has ever known saying he is less than the least. That humility brings to mind people like Jim Elliot, Billy Graham, Brother Andrew, and Mother Theresa.
Paul considered himself a servant and prisoner of the Gospel and Jesus Christ. Paul knew better than anyone the magnitude of God's grace. Despite the darkness of his past, God chose to love Paul, forgive him, extend to him His hand of grace, and even deem him worthy to be a servant and minister of the very Gospel that saved him. May I be as aware of what the Gospel has done for me and thus be found on my knees in thanksgiving. May that thanksgiving overflow to a faith of action and ministry as Paul's did. May I be so rooted and established in this love and grace that I am able "to grasp how wide and long and high and deep is the love of Christ, and to know this love that surpasses knowledge—that I may be filled to the measure of all the fullness of God." Eph 3:18-19
Paul knew his mission was to preach the Gospel to the Gentiles and bring to light the mystery of Christ for them. Paul was blessed to have studied and to have has so much training even before his conversion. Even in the times he was persecuting the very people he would later preach to and fellowship with, Paul was being molded and trained by God for the works ahead. As I reflect on that and this season of my life, I find the need to ask what is my mission and what is God doing to refine me and train me where I am at? I must have a Kingdom mindset.
I picture Paul as an amazing speaker and quite the stud in knowledge and stature. Even more so this quote reminds me of Paul. "A man who lives right, and is right, has more power in his silence than another has by his words." - Phillips Brooks Paul may have been a great speaker and a great missionary, but where would that have gotten the Gospel without his being a man of integrity and character? His times in prison, his dealings with churches and fellow believers, and his own convictions attest to the Godliness of his character. I truly believe Paul could have still made an impact even in silence. Praise the Lord he also spoke and wrote the Epistles and many more were touched and changed for eternity.
As I seek to grow in my relationship and ministry as Paul, I often ponder how I can make such an impact. Paul knew his calling was to the Gentiles. He acknowledged that he was a prisoner of Christ for the sake of the Gentiles in Ephesians 3:1. I am still unsure who I am a prisoner of Christ for the sake of. I know in His time and through the passions and desires of my heart He will grant me this knowledge. When asked how to have an impact like hers, Mother Theresa responded with four simple words, "Find your own Calcutta!"
The season between now and then often seems like winter to me. I find myself cold to things and just wanting to sit out the time all huddled up doing nothing. I am convicted by the story of Nehemiah. Nehemiah had a good and secure job as cupbearer for the king. He did his work with joy as for the Lord and not for man. When he God laid it on his heart to rebuild the walls of Jerusalem, he was saddened. This sadness was obvious to the king because of Nehemiahs reputation for being joyful in his work. I am quite sure that Nehemiah also went above and beyond what his job required and thus enjoyed the favor of the king. Nehemiah went through his "winter" before his mission doing the best he could in joy right where he was at. We must do the same and then when called, we step out in faith and with the blessings of those above and around us. Nehemiah, because of his character and reputation, was able to have favor with the king, and when he stepped out in faith and asked the king for the time and supplies to rebuild Jerusalem, he was given everything he needed and more. The people I serve, work for, and those who see my character today may very well be those who help me in ministry, or even who I minister to, tomorrow. I must be faithful and thankful in my today. He has me here for now!
May the Lord reveal to us our Calcuttas. Until that time may we be found growing, training, and serving in joy as we, like Nehemiah, seek to be the best cupbearers we can be.
Now to him who is able to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine, according to his power that is at work within us, to him be glory in the church and in Christ Jesus throughout all generations, for ever and ever! Amen. Eph 3:20-21
Paul considered himself a servant and prisoner of the Gospel and Jesus Christ. Paul knew better than anyone the magnitude of God's grace. Despite the darkness of his past, God chose to love Paul, forgive him, extend to him His hand of grace, and even deem him worthy to be a servant and minister of the very Gospel that saved him. May I be as aware of what the Gospel has done for me and thus be found on my knees in thanksgiving. May that thanksgiving overflow to a faith of action and ministry as Paul's did. May I be so rooted and established in this love and grace that I am able "to grasp how wide and long and high and deep is the love of Christ, and to know this love that surpasses knowledge—that I may be filled to the measure of all the fullness of God." Eph 3:18-19
Paul knew his mission was to preach the Gospel to the Gentiles and bring to light the mystery of Christ for them. Paul was blessed to have studied and to have has so much training even before his conversion. Even in the times he was persecuting the very people he would later preach to and fellowship with, Paul was being molded and trained by God for the works ahead. As I reflect on that and this season of my life, I find the need to ask what is my mission and what is God doing to refine me and train me where I am at? I must have a Kingdom mindset.
I picture Paul as an amazing speaker and quite the stud in knowledge and stature. Even more so this quote reminds me of Paul. "A man who lives right, and is right, has more power in his silence than another has by his words." - Phillips Brooks Paul may have been a great speaker and a great missionary, but where would that have gotten the Gospel without his being a man of integrity and character? His times in prison, his dealings with churches and fellow believers, and his own convictions attest to the Godliness of his character. I truly believe Paul could have still made an impact even in silence. Praise the Lord he also spoke and wrote the Epistles and many more were touched and changed for eternity.
As I seek to grow in my relationship and ministry as Paul, I often ponder how I can make such an impact. Paul knew his calling was to the Gentiles. He acknowledged that he was a prisoner of Christ for the sake of the Gentiles in Ephesians 3:1. I am still unsure who I am a prisoner of Christ for the sake of. I know in His time and through the passions and desires of my heart He will grant me this knowledge. When asked how to have an impact like hers, Mother Theresa responded with four simple words, "Find your own Calcutta!"
The season between now and then often seems like winter to me. I find myself cold to things and just wanting to sit out the time all huddled up doing nothing. I am convicted by the story of Nehemiah. Nehemiah had a good and secure job as cupbearer for the king. He did his work with joy as for the Lord and not for man. When he God laid it on his heart to rebuild the walls of Jerusalem, he was saddened. This sadness was obvious to the king because of Nehemiahs reputation for being joyful in his work. I am quite sure that Nehemiah also went above and beyond what his job required and thus enjoyed the favor of the king. Nehemiah went through his "winter" before his mission doing the best he could in joy right where he was at. We must do the same and then when called, we step out in faith and with the blessings of those above and around us. Nehemiah, because of his character and reputation, was able to have favor with the king, and when he stepped out in faith and asked the king for the time and supplies to rebuild Jerusalem, he was given everything he needed and more. The people I serve, work for, and those who see my character today may very well be those who help me in ministry, or even who I minister to, tomorrow. I must be faithful and thankful in my today. He has me here for now!
May the Lord reveal to us our Calcuttas. Until that time may we be found growing, training, and serving in joy as we, like Nehemiah, seek to be the best cupbearers we can be.
Now to him who is able to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine, according to his power that is at work within us, to him be glory in the church and in Christ Jesus throughout all generations, for ever and ever! Amen. Eph 3:20-21
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